Do you sometimes feel just like eating chocolate cake and bawling your eyes out? I sure do.

I can't remember the last time I felt this miserable. The fact is, I don't even know why I'm so miserable in the first place. Maybe it's the fact that I'm turning into a lazy ass bum that doesn't even feel like lifting a finger, maybe its the fact that I'm miserable in school and my grades show no improvement whatsoever, maybe it's the wrong school friends, maybe it's because I'm lonelier than I've felt in a while. Maybe it's  all if the above. One thing nagging at me right now, and definitely not helping at all is that I have AS Level Exams in 7 days and I'm just not freaking out about it. I believe it's the fact that I have such low grades in school that I don't want to do the exams!!!

I just want to cry so badly right now but I don't have the time to! I REALLY have to study right now! Help me to study english someone:(

I need to write up a story ASAP! Composition Exam soon and my descriptive writing is absolute CRAP.

22 April 2012 Sunday

I'm thinking, should I keep continuing my blog or just my tumblr? I'm not so sure on what to pick or keep hidden! The tumblr, I J'Adore! It's where all the pretty fairy tale stuff goes to. But here on the blog, I could type, rant, craze and free myself for as long as I want without a soul figuring me out. Should I just keep both?

Deer

Dear
I'm sorry on how I've been treating you. How at times I'm kind and willing to just bounce off everything and at times I'm just nasty to the bones spitting out vile comments and sneering at everyone's expense.
I've been thinking. Thinking about how I've been and where I've been this past 1 year.

Run For Rhino

So currently, I'm in Raffles School on a Saturday for their event of "Run For Rhino" where they collaborated with WWF to raise money for saving the extremely endangered Javan Rhinos. The Javan Rhinos are so endangered that there is only 35 of them left!

One thing I can say right now is that its SO HOT! Swelteringly hot!

Anywaaay, I'm here not to run, but to "help out" by stamping the runnin cards showing how many laps a person ran and to become an usher (Sort of Pointless).

Just hope today goes well! And hopefully it's fun!

Yesterday was April 13 2012. A Friday The Thirteenth!

Warm Kisses!