Do you sometimes feel just like eating chocolate cake and bawling your eyes out? I sure do.

I can't remember the last time I felt this miserable. The fact is, I don't even know why I'm so miserable in the first place. Maybe it's the fact that I'm turning into a lazy ass bum that doesn't even feel like lifting a finger, maybe its the fact that I'm miserable in school and my grades show no improvement whatsoever, maybe it's the wrong school friends, maybe it's because I'm lonelier than I've felt in a while. Maybe it's  all if the above. One thing nagging at me right now, and definitely not helping at all is that I have AS Level Exams in 7 days and I'm just not freaking out about it. I believe it's the fact that I have such low grades in school that I don't want to do the exams!!!

I just want to cry so badly right now but I don't have the time to! I REALLY have to study right now! Help me to study english someone:(

I need to write up a story ASAP! Composition Exam soon and my descriptive writing is absolute CRAP.